There is nothing to find when we’re in the midst of creating it all.
Idle minds wander like a mothafucka.
That cinnomon apple line got me rollin’ right now. Crazy how some hilarious shit like that come out ya mouth when you heated.
I feel you though, blood.
Loving someone should not bring plague to your heart.
And that is where the will to release yourself from anymore sorrows come into play.
I walked the wrong path for a long time foolishly, giving me and all I could to another who could not do the same. Sadness, hurt and anger filled my heart. They still linger; all three. But I am not broken. What I have left could be even more than before to the right one when our time approaches. But for now I just want to thank you for what ever was real on that journey. Those are the times I’ll cherish, remember and hold close. What once was no longer is and may never be. For we are you and I. No true hate lies within my heart for you. More disappointment than anything. So many times have these past events played in my mind. So many scenarios. But this is the only one that makes sense. The only path left. Only an ending. I loved you, but my love wasn’t good enough; and neither was yours. Let me breathe.
I just need to breathe again.